It was thirteen years ago this evening that hubby and I enjoyed our very first Christmas dinner party together. I remember being a little nervous as we were so young and fresh in our relationship. And how could I forget the struggle finding what I thought to be the perfect dress. I must have shopped for what seems like weeks. It was exciting times no doubt and he filled a great big spot in my heart.
A quick shot of us before leaving for the party.
I still recall placing the napkin in my lap at the right time, using the little fork for my salad and trying not to spill anything. Yes, there was that faithful visit to the ladies room to apply lipstick and to give my hair a brush to make sure it was all in its rightful place. And I remember looking in the mirror thinking “the most amazing man in the whole world is with me”. How could that be? How could this be happening to me? With a little spray of perfume, I was back out to be reconnected with the one who made my heart skip a beat.
He rocked my world! And when there was no sign of a mistletoe, he made the most of it. I love the way he makes the most of life. I love the way he sees possibilities while others see roadblocks. I love that he never asked to kiss me or pull out a stunt like this. This is him and I love that about him.
We were dancing and he just went with his very own flow. And to this day, he continues to surprise me at each turn. I love the way he loves me and will always be grateful for him, just the way he is.
On this very night thirteen years ago is when he first told me he loved me. I wanted to quickly say “I love you too” but I didn’t. I will say, I was caught up in the moment of the love that I felt for him but so scared to just let go of my heart. That night as we parted, he had given me a great big chunk of his heart. And as I closed my eyes at the end of the day, all I remember going through my mind were those three little words he had just said to me.
I love you too my love, thank you for making these the best years of my life.
Blessings – Debbie